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When Momma’s Sick

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Our school year, so far, has been not the hottest thing going.  I just went through a month and a half of a doozy of an illness.  I watched weepy-eyed as all of my carefully laid plans shattered one by one.  Play dates, field trips, and even our family vacation got the shaft.  The kids stopped asking “how many days till…” because the answer was repeatedly, “Sorry.  Mommy just can’t,”.  Thankfully, it’s done now, and life can (hopefully) go on.  It’s rough when your little people need you to take care of them, and you can’t even take care of yourself!  And when you’re also their teacher, life can get really crunchy.

So- what did school look like for us while I was in and out of fevers, popping antibiotics like they were going out of style, and laying on the couch in severe pain?  We did the best we could.  Every sane moment, I would assign work for the older children, read to the little ones, and grade papers.  I taught what I could from the couch.  We listened to audio books together, the children read the science lesson aloud, and the older ones helped the younger.  It wasn’t stellar, it wasn’t our best, but we kept going.

And you know what?  I found that in the midst of those imperfect school days, a lot of real life learning happened.  Not just book stuff, which is, of course, important.  But how to put others first, how to lovingly take care of the ones you love.  How to have a bit more patience.   My older children learned to make lunch for us all.  They had set aside their own desire to have some free time to go get their mom a piece of dry crusty toast or a glass of water, rock the baby, or help a little sibling with their writing.  I would never have chosen to start out this school year with this kind of a bang, but I think we’ve been made the better for it.

*****I feel for you mommas out there with chronic illnesses.  I know of many homeschool moms in that situation that are taking one step at a time, doing their very best for their children.  With every struggle, with every day, they are pushing on and accomplishing all that they can, despite pain and hardship.  I have heard one woman say that she did not know exactly how long she could keep going before she would be confined to a wheelchair, but she was fitting in as many field trips as she could until that day came.  What love and sacrifice.  I am in awe of you.  Your little ones are watching you.  And they are learning a lot.

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A Weighty Kind of Wonderful

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We had our first day of school today, and I asked my children to write about or draw pictures showing what they would like to be when they grow up.  My ten-year-old drew this.  She wants to be a mommy like me.  Like ME.  It’s so sweet and super scary at the same time.  Just what kind of mommy am I?  Am I talking/behaving/acting like I want her to towards my grandchildren some day?  What a gentle reminder to me to be in prayer daily for right attitudes and behaviors.  May I be the kind of mommy that would bring glory and honor to my Lord and set a good example for my child.  And may I be quick to apologize when I am not!!  I am totally not perfect.  Admitting it and reminding her that I am not is also good for her.  I do not want her beating herself up someday for not meeting that unattainable standard this side of Heaven.

On a side note, two of the children are (accurately) yelling at each other and the baby is screaming his head off.  Yes, I asked.  And yet, the mommy and daddy are still smiling!  That’s not so accurate.  Ha!  Also cute, her husband looks like her daddy.

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Welcoming A Second Author!

I’m excited to announce that this blog site will now have two authors!  My sweet friend, Valerie, has graciously agreed to contribute her thoughts and advice.  She has been a wonderful, godly influence in my life and has been my go-to for homeschooling advice.  While my experience lies in teaching eighth grade and below, Valerie has also navigated high school and beyond.  I look forward to reading her posts!

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Attitude, Smatitude- Homeschooling in Real Life: Day 1

I have homeschooled for eight years now.  Every single one of them, without fail, has begun the same way.  We have yet to actually crack the books this year.  But though my children are getting older, I’m seriously not expecting things to be any different this go round.

The day begins with the zombie shuffling and moaning towards the table.  There will be stupid arguments.  Yes, those exist.  You can’t tell me that arguing over who gets to look at the back of the cereal box or fussing that someone is looking out the same window as you are valid reasons to complain.  Next comes absolute disgruntlement over whatever food is placed before them or the drinks in their cups.  You get the picture.  Children that were ALL SUMMER LONG up before dawn, screaming throughout the house with giddy excitement can now suddenly not remember how to hold a spoon properly.

They know it’s coming.  They’ve seen Mom (or Dad) carefully preparing for this day.  Books have been bought.  Supplies ready.  Pencils all sharpy-like.  Maybe a little blackboard even, with a smiley-face, welcoming them back to school.  Whatever your little attempts to get your crew all eager and ready to learn.  Be prepared, oh homeschool parent.  If they are older than five, they aren’t buying into your happy juice.  They are actually, for really, screaming on the inside.  Clutching at their fleeting summer as if by sheer attitude alone, they can turn this around and gain a bit more of the easy life.

So what should you do on day 1?

  1.  Just let this day be easy.  Step up to the plate, armed with the knowledge that it isn’t you.  Don’t take it personal.  Don’t be angry with your spawn.  Don’t have any high expectations for either yourself or them.  I repeat- do NOT expect much.  If you are a comparing parent, just know:  public school doesn’t either.  I know- I attended many of them.
  2. Celebrate in some way.  Pancakes for breakfast or a trip to Krispy Kreme.  Ice cream for supper.  A trip to a park, museum, or the library.  Get crafty and make something.  Whatever you and your bunch find exciting.
  3. Take pictures!  This one is a fun tradition for many homeschoolers.  They can hold up little signs, stating what grade they’re in.  If you’re like many of us and your child is all over the board, just write down their ages instead.  Or they can just stand there with no sign at all.  Whatever.  Make it your own.  Every year, you can take a new pic and compare.  Nothing professional, just fun.
  4. Look at their stuff with them.  Let them thumb through their new books, write their names on their notebooks, play around with the new markers.  Let them feel the ownership of it all.
  5. Go over your expectations for the year with them.  Tell them your hopes/goals.  You can talk about field trip opportunities, books to read together or on their own, projects you hope to accomplish.  Make it something to look forward to- hopeful things.  Ask them what they hope to do/learn this year or what they want to be when they grow up.  You can have them write down their dreams if you want or draw a picture.
  6. And finally, take charge.  Gently.  With love.  Tell them how much you love them, how you believe in them, and how excited you are to be their teacher.  Also include expectations for behavior, consequences for refusing to do work or for poor work done in haste.  Sometimes writing reminders on a chart on the wall or in notebooks can help if you need to reinforce this later.  Don’t forget to talk about why school is important.  If you are a believing family, pray for and with your children for the coming year.

You can choose to accomplish a few small tasks if you’d like, but remember, don’t expect to completely jump into the school year and have them knock out a bunch of assignments.  You’ll just be banging your head against a wall.  I promise you will all be miserable.  Adults need time to adjust to major life changes.  So do kids.  Take time to enjoy this first day.  Tomorrow will thank you for it.

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The Problem of Loneliness

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“But are your children being socialized?” It’s the absolute #1 question I am asked when strangers find out we homeschool.  Of course, of course.  They’ve got neighborhood friends, church friends, friends from co-op/ music lessons.  They’re so socialized, they can’t get over themselves.  But what about their mommy?  What about that adult that is running around ragged, trying to cram them full of knowledge and fun and lots of love?  Is SHE being socialized?

If someone were to ask me what the hardest part of homeschooling is for me, it would definitely be this.  Loneliness.  It’s something that can be experienced by any person in any walk of life from anywhere in the world.  And if you think that being a stay-at-home mommy, surrounded by tiny persons can’t possibly feel it, think again.  There is a huge difference between being with like-minded mommy friends and being with my babies.  I love them to pieces & wouldn’t trade them for anything in the world, but they cannot possibly meet every need for human interaction I could possibly have.  And they shouldn’t!  What a burden to have to bear for them.  They need me to have friends about as much as I do.

Our personal situation is compacted even more when you throw in that we have moved a TON.  New neighborhoods, churches, co-ops, etc.  Starting over and over again can be so hard.  Children somehow bond immediately with other children, but it’s not always so with adults.  So what’s a mommy to do?

Here are some great ideas.

  1.  Pray.  Pray that your relationship to God meets the deepest desire of your heart.  No human relationship will ever fill the void in you like God can.  He created you to love him, and He will bring the joy you long for.  Pray also that He will send people into your life to be friends.
  2. Go out there and meet people!  Attend the “Mommy’s Night Out” programs, talk to people at church, co-op, the park, wherever!  Exchange names and numbers with your kids’ new bestest friend ever that she JUST met five minutes ago and plan (and follow through!) with meeting up again.  Sign your kids up for an activity where you know you can also hang out- baseball, gymnastics, cheerleading, soccer
  3. Invite people to do things with you!  Have them over at your home, meet at a park, catch a movie together, whatever- all with or without kiddos.
  4. Call up an old friend.  Don’t just text.  That’s too impersonal when you’re feeling blue and want actual human contact.
  5. Do stuff- attend a MOPS group (mothers of preschoolers), join a book club, volunteer at your child’s coop, take an art or cooking class.
  6. Get a part-time job.

These are just a few ideas.  Whatever you do, make sure you don’t stay home and wallow in the loneliness.  We mommies tend to sacrifice a lot for our little ones in order to meet their needs.  This shouldn’t be one of those things we neglect.  Life is hard.  We need each other.

What are some ways that you combat loneliness?

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What Does Submitting To My Husband Look Like?

 

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After I wrote “My Incredibly Strong, Submissive Momma“, a friend of mine stated that it was missing something.  I should have talked more about what submitting to my own husband is actually like.  The Bible gives us guidelines for our lives, but isn’t always specific about how to live them out.  If you haven’t yet read the blog post mentioned above, please do that first.  Then please read on, knowing that my heart’s intent is to share with you, in the hopes that it will help you understand a little better the beauty that lies in a wife’s submission in marriage.

So what does submission to my own husband look like?  It’s an all-around attitude of the heart, expressed through my outward actions, showing the respect I have for him and his leadership in our family.  It is an attitude that I have to regularly pray for.  It does not always come easy (though he is a pretty cool guy).  It shows up in how I communicate with my husband, how I talk about him to others, and how I support him.  I am not perfect, nor do I always 100% follow everything I’m about to discuss.  I do pray and ask God for wisdom.  I pray for him to change heart attitudes- both mine and my spouse’s.

Communication–  In the past, when I was hurt or slighted, I used to respond with anger, sarcasm, and mean little jabs to “get back” at my husband.  I would complain about things he was not doing rather than ask for his help.  A huge part of being a submissive wife is wrapped up in how I speak to my husband, especially in moments of stress.  Speaking respectfully to him involves carefully guarding my heart against the desire to lash out.  Instead, I speak honestly and gently.  I share my feelings in love and overlook minor offenses.  I try to be better at listening and less concerned with what I am about to say next.  When I ask for help, I try to do so humbly.  I have to admit, though, that this is a HARD area for me.  Reacting without putting my guard up opens me up to being hurt, which I have never liked.  I have to pray (sometimes during arguments) that I will display a gentle and quiet spirit (1 Peter 3:4). Many times, when we have disagreements that lead me to be angry towards him, I often have to take a time out to cool off and pray some more so that I can return and continue to treat him with the respect that God would have me display.

Right- “Hey, I think we need to fix that window today.  I’d like to go buy some paint for it. What do you think?  You want to tackle that with me?”

Wrong- “That window has needed fixing and painting since we moved in.  Why don’t you ever do anything about it?  You’re always so lazy!”

Right- “I feel hurt that you said you’d rather go with Bob to the game instead of me.  I thought we talked about going, just the two of us,”.

Wrong- “Thanks a lot for inviting Bob to go to that game.  I guess I don’t mean anything to you at all.  I’ll just sit at home and clean all day.  Like usual,”.

Talking About Him To Others– There are times when we need to vent.  We are not perfect people, and neither are our husbands.  Sometimes we also need advice on how to handle situations with our spouses.  Vent to God first.  Talk with him about problem areas before you talk to anyone else.  Second, talk to your husband.  When we speak to others about our husbands, even when discussing problems, it should be in as respectful a manner as possible.  Do not discuss things with others that would demean him in their eyes.  Remember- when the argument is over and you are no longer angry, his reputation will remain sullied in their minds.  Especially around close friends of his and family, guard your talk about your spouse.  When speaking to your children, be very, very careful to never talk in such a way to cause them to think badly of their father.  Instead, we should encourage right attitudes about our husband to others, even during times of stress.  You are your husband’s closest family and his helpmate.  Don’t betray him to others in moments of conflict.  Seeking counseling and talking out problems in healthy ways is good.  Just be sure your intentions are to fix things, not “get back” at him when he is not there to defend himself.  Proverbs 31:11-12 says:  “The heart of her husband trusts in her, and he will have no lack of gain.  She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life.”  If you struggle in this, ask your husband for forgiveness. Seek to restore his trust in you by guarding your future talk about him.  Seek to repair relationships between your husband and others by asking for their forgiveness as well.

Right- “Your daddy is sleeping on the couch because he worked so hard all week long.  He’s very tired.  Let’s be quiet around him,”.

Wrong- “There’s your daddy again.  I guess I have to do all the work around here by myself.  Don’t wake him up, kids.  You know how fussy he gets,”.

Right- “Jennifer, I think we’re going to have to start going to counseling soon.  Bob is so stressed out at work that he’s bringing it home and getting angry at me and the kids.  I think he needs someone to talk to to help him work through how to process all that anger, but it isn’t me.  He’s shutting down whenever I try to talk to him,”.

Wrong- “Jennifer, Bob is so mean lately.  All he does is yell and stomp around like a big baby.  You should’ve seen him the other night.  He was a bear!  I wish I could just shake him and knock some sense in his head.  Someone needs to,”.

Sex- This is a subject of great contention in many marriages.  Men typically desire to have sex more often than their wives.  It’s just how they’re wired.  Being a submissive wife means being concerned that this need of his is met.  When he expresses a desire to be intimate, unless you are physically unable to, don’t turn him away!  This wounds a man more than any negative words you could say.  Saying “no” cuts to his heart.  It’s as if you are saying you do not love him.  After a few rejections, some men will stop asking to have intimate time, relying on searching their wives out for “cues” that it would be okay to pursue them.  It leaves men sad and sometimes bitter, and is a surefire way of driving a wedge between what could have been a happy marriage.  Mrs. Duggar (19 Kids and Counting) said that anyone can fold your husband’s socks.  Only a wife can meet this need.  It is so true.  Being available to our husbands and saying “yes”, even when you don’t feel like it, is a huge way of showing love to them.  Wives should also pursue their husbands sometimes, not place all of the burden of when to have sex on their husbands.  If this is an area that you struggle in, you are definitely not alone.  Pray and ask God to give you a desire for your husband.  Seek counseling if you have been abused in the past, if this is now causing you to struggle in this area.

Disagreements-  No husband and wife agrees on things all the time.  When there is a disagreement, a submissive wife should still respond with respect and gentleness.  I state my opinion and try to remain open to the idea that my way is not always right or the only way.  I listen to him.  We discuss.  When it comes to actually making a decision, my husband is the head of our home.  He is responsible to God for the decisions he makes.  I trust that God will take care of us, whether or not my spouse is in the right.

These are just a few areas in my own marriage that I wrestle with and strive to be a submissive wife.  Why care so much about this?  Mainly, because God does.  He’s very clear in telling us His perfect plan for us to live in harmony in marriage.  Because He loves us, He designed that we work together, with the husband leading and the wife following and helping.  It brings peace, love, and contentment.  A home that is a refuge for us all.  A happy family.  A house full of laughter and imperfect people, all trying our best to just live life together.  An example to our children for their future marriages.  And to the world, a loving marriage models how Jesus loves his church.  See below for more on that amazing connection by John Piper.

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****If you are currently struggling in your own marriage, know that you’re not alone!  There was a time when my spouse and I had a complete shutdown of healthy communication.  We had constant arguments, injured hearts and spirits, and angry words we can never take back.  We didn’t like each other at all.  By God’s grace, our marriage was saved when I thought it was broken beyond repair.  If you are in that boat right now, PRAY.  Pray for wisdom and softened hearts for you both.  God can and does change hearts.  Pray that you can talk about it with one another.  Seek Godly counseling, if need be, especially if there is sinful behavior needing to be addressed.  And seek to be a submissive wife as God would have you to be, whether or not your husband is responding in the way he should.

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The Many Methods of Homeschooling- Part 1 of 2

The way we think about things is super important.  Our thoughts dictate our decisions and actions.  If you believed that cats were super evil little monsters sent from Hades, for example, (I don’t- no.  Just sometimes.) you won’t leave one alone with your teeny baby.  If you think that sneezing into your elbow will keep everyone around you from catching your cold, you’re more apt to actually do that. Unlike your husband that thinks you’re bonkers and should just use your hands like normal people.

That being said, there are many different methods out there for homeschooling, along with the thinking that lies behind them.  It’s good to know where you feel most comfortable.  Then, you can explore teaching resources and curriculum that most closely align with what you like.  I’m going to give a very brief, as unbiased as I can make it overview of the major methods, along with links to further study-up on any you find interesting.

Eclectic/Relaxed–  Most homeschooling families fall into this category.  These are the parents that like a variety of materials and workbooks, choosing whatever they feel best meets the needs of their child rather than a one-size-fits-all, ready-made curriculum.  They may follow a routine, but it probably won’t have times written beside each subject to be covered.  This family will concentrate on meeting educational goals rather than being super-strict on exactly what gets studied when. To make sure they are staying on target, parents may study-up on what their local school system or respected book on homeschooling suggests should be accomplished per grade level.  They will probably also periodically have the children tested to make sure they are covering all that they need to learn.  Some use mornings for basic school subjects needing to be covered, leaving afternoons for things like library or field trips, art classes, music lessons, etc.

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Classical- This approach stresses teaching children how to learn.  The Trivium is an understanding of the different stages that children go through throughout their education, based on their stages of development.  Subjects are taught in such a way that compliments these different stages.  The Grammar Stage (k-5th) concentrates on giving little ones a lot of information to soak in.  Memorization of facts is stressed.  The next stage is called the Logic or Dialectic Stage (6th-8th).  Here, critical thinking and reasoning are encouraged.  There are serious discussions and in-depth studies, using the information gathered during the Grammar Stage.  Finally, the Rhetoric Stage (9th-12th) deals with communicating the child’s thoughts.  Arguing of theories, writing papers, and research are important in this age group.  Many classical parents keep a well-established routine.  Some join classical groups that meet to encourage oral reports, memorization, and the study of Latin.  There is also a branch off of this called Classical Christian Education, which is just what it sounds like:  classical with everything taught from a Christian worldview.

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